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Christmas without you…

Before posting some reliable and informative about parenting and preschoolers kid. Let me out my misery as of the moment. I want to make it personal upon writing this post. I just want you all my dear readers, think that this post is based on what I feel right now.

I am in deep, deep misery. You may asked why I in misery right now, for my so long boyfriend didn’t contact me for almost 2 months now. Yes, we are in a long distance relationship. I don’t know what went wrong as to why he no longer bothers to communicate with me. Being so high pride, I don’t want to make the first move, I feel that he is oblige to do it, if not at least volunteer to show that he really loves me. But sad to say, it seems that he no longer remembers me.

As the Holiday Season is fast approaching, I therefore conclude that my Christmas would be lonely as a blue and I’ll have an empty heart for this season. Next Christmas I make sure that I won’t give my heart, because you might gonna throw it again and I’ll have a lonely Christmas again.

Lonely Hearts on Holiday Season

Just like any other Christmas, I’ll be celebrating it again loveless. It’s been for a while that I have been dreaming of having a love life during holiday season. Its not that I am after for a gift, but what I am really after for is the love shared while celebrating Christmas. Its been so long that I’ve experienced that and I no longer remember how it is.

Again as the year 2011 ends, I hope next year I won’t be celebrating Christmas loveless. It’s just pop up to my mind when my grandmother told me. You are so poor if you don’t have love life. Don’t be poor and don’t allow that to happen. Sad, but its happening now for more than how many consecutive years, no matter how much I tried, still I end up nothing and no one.

Just my yearly rant that I would like to share, if we have the same thoughts ( I hope not) Tell me what you have done to overcome this loneliness and emptiness during the holiday season.